Chronic Fatigue Syndrome...

I am tired of being tired.

I am tired of having to pace my day so I can get through it...

I am tired of putting on the brave front to all of my family and friends so they dont think I am crazy after sufferring with this for three months.

I am tired of eating green, getting rest and eating vitamins and drinking gallons of water...

I want my life back. Going to the gym, working, having a glass of wine, and enjoying being able to carry groceries up the steps without getting tired...

Does anyone else feel this way...

Am I missing some important nutrient in my diet to kick this thing over the edge...

I am tired of the TV and watching everyone else do normal things... do they know how lucky they are?

I am tired of waking up hungry during the night, I am tired of watching my weight, since I dont exercise, I am tired of people talking about me and not understanding that this in not in my head.

My husband has been wonderful, but when I look at him I realize that I really havent seen him... I am to sick to really look appreciate anything but my own pain.

Oh well, I feel better venting, even though I am still in the house and doing the same thing...

Any tips?

 

Melinda

 


Name: Melinda Miller

Email: millermelinda~AT~comcast~DOT~net

Added: 22nd June 2008